Recap: The two sides of the story

Posted: May 6, 2010 in Days and dates, Emotions, evaluation, happiness, hope, immagination, Love, Memories, Randoms, Weirdness

The box of memories is locked. But there’s no wrong in peeking through every now and then. There’s nothing so new. I’ve chosen a more productive life. I decided to divert my potentials to something more useful. I’ve chosen to give up on all the overthinking, all the mess, and go for something more stable. A more balanced life. As for him, he’s still the same, getting wasted and messing himself up even more each day 🙂 ! 

I can’t really find anything to say. I’ve said almost everything a long time ago. I just like smiling as I drift back into some of the memories. It’s not like I want any of them back. Absolutely not. I like the way I am now. I’ve got the life I wanted back, and that’s all what matters. I just look back at the old days and enjoy how things had drastically changed. From normally good, to beautiful, to immensly wonderful then to worse, horrible, devastating, and finally once more, peacefully normal. And between that ‘normally good’ to that ‘peacefully normal’ was series of events that not only it adds to my memory, but to my experience too. And I never regret anything. I’m responsible of all decisions I make, and I never chicken out. Never!

As I write these lines, I end one of the biggest chapters of my life. I end the story that has casted a long time ago. And I’m happy about it. I turn the page, and enjoy the emptiness of it and the urge to fill in these lines. I will, soon. 🙂 The key to that box of memories has sunk in your well of lies. And I wouldn’t care less… 😀

As for the relief I feel at the moment, it’s beyond description !

  1. Adham says:

    Well, we wish you luck then 🙂

  2. Rana says:

    lol Thankyouuuu !

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