Archive for September, 2011

Untitled…

Posted: September 21, 2011 in Uncategorized

Perfection.  A misjudged adjective; misplaced and overrated. Or a blatant fact left overlooked and unrecognized.Yes, it’s some sort of well-being we all crave for  though we do know it’s never a concrete fact.

And when the former fails to be materialized, we soon realize perfection is rather a state of “Emotional” well-being.One that is sustained so easily, so beautifully. And later evolves into an exotic mixture of satisfaction, content and happiness. Not everyone recognize that. Not everyone manage to witness and  hold on to the perfection all around them. Sad. No wonder they’re never just as happy.

Perfection is a variable, thus left untitled. What it stands for differs and so is what brings it to life.

Just a little brings it out. It’s not how much, it’s how good.  And there’s always this one person who’s just  too good. It’s not what literally defines perfection, it’s just how you see it, and how you manage to find a way to label it nothing but perfect!

Sometimes Perfection isn’t really good enough, for you’ve come across something even better. Someone that puts you in an even better state of well being, that no word possibly beholds a proper meaning for the ecstatic surge of happiness you’re life has suddenly turned into.

One might then choose to go quiet, to tap into a beautiful note of silence and enjoy the company of the one person who adds some meaning to life. You now know you’re safe, you’re peaceful and happy… You’re now complete and actually alive. And that’s when you figure out your own definition for perfection…

You.

My unexplained meaning of perfection. No. Probably a rather lengthy explanation.  A fine mixture of everything so good, everything so perfect! A figure that brings serenity into life, one that brings along all the hope and peace one might possibly need. Such an existence is a blessing, and such a presence offers the best reassurance.

My habit, you’ve become. One that’s never easy to either let go or get over. You’re there, and that’s all what matters. A feeling of safety hovers; both physically and emotionally.

For a moment, insecurity aches and makes one’s brain wonder…

It’s fear that all of this might crumble down… But even if it was  just a fantasy, one can’t help but to enjoy the beauty of it.

You’ve brought perfection into life.

Rails of my train to nowhere

Posted: September 6, 2011 in Uncategorized

I never expected it to feel this way. Atleast not now. I never knew it was this in the first place, never noticed it reoccur until It so blatantly ached… So sweetly, so randomly… So hectically yet so peacefully… and that rang a bell… Remembering that something not that someone… 
Slowly I began to realize how good that felt, how inquisitive it was And how high it held me … Something was so beautiful about it, and something in me had to blow my bubble… Logic? The same scenario reoccurs and I decide to let go before I go on a spontaneous ride to nowhere. 
But something just as Random takes lead of my situation and enjoys the ecstasy of the person and his presence. A Rebellious thought now domesticated while another one even wilder was just fired unleashed! And it was beautiful. Literally. With all possible emotions the word could convey… 
I enjoyed it… Everything about it… Here, there and everywhere. And the lust for finally some sheer happiness grew even more, even wilder and wider… Up to a point where I could no longer tame it; and I  simply enjoyed losing such a control for such a fantasy! Hypnotized.  
Apparently for too long that when the rails of my train to nowhere reached a dead end, I couldn’t stop the surge I was obviously loving… But it all had to come to and end… One way or another… And after the strange goodbyes came the Classic brain-exhausting thinking… Or it was rather a heart-rending reminiscing… Because the goodbye came so quickly… So abruptly and suddenly along with a typical state of a non-promising future… Uncertain. That makes it worse… So i rather pause and rewind for it’s always worth another look…