Why?

Posted: October 28, 2011 in Uncategorized

It’s quiet, but it was never peaceful. It’s gets even quieter, but never as lonely as it sounds. I begin to think; Why? I drag myself to even thinking a little bit further; is “Why” the question, or is it , itself, the answer?

This world is slowly crumbling over our heads, what was made to be on our side is now drifting against us. Or is it that we’re simply turning against our own selves? The world we live in was never that confusing, at least not to me. But is it really the world, or is it just us? We’ve lost a sense of purpose and things have become so interconnected and interlinked, so vague and obscure that we fail to tell where is the edge. Borders are disappearing, and we’re just left tracing their fading lines. And in such a  mesh, where do we stand?

It’s not a trial of personal assessment as much as it is an attempt of a worldly evaluation. I guess. But it shouldn’t really make that much of a difference. We run this world, and it’s us behind all that, isn’t it? We run our lives, and after all it’s us again in charge.

We weren’t really created only to live a one-trial of meaningless confusion, were we? We were created, and along with us, came the confusion and misery. Is it just the meant-to-be or is it just us? or maybe both?
Absent minded? Probably…

There is a world once beautiful that we’re bringing down. There are lives that we’re bringing to an end, and there are people that we’re tearing apart. There is ‘ourselves’ that we no longer understand… And I still wonder, why?
Along with us, came the principles for our survival, ones that we replaced with a miserable bulk we thought would turn our lives better. So is it really serving us best? Now that we can no longer draw lines, can we at least tell what these principles are? or should I say, were? can we at least refer back to them? can we at least remember?? I hold no answer for it is simply part of the confusion…

It seems like we’ve finally painted a solid picture to the middle of nowhere…

They never saw it coming, they never knew…

And whose fault is it that they never knew? Is it the protocol? The culture? Or is it merely themselves? Is it that they actually knew but chose the shortcut of ignorance and took it for granted?

I don’t know.

And I still ask myself the same question, only to find my answer in it’s echo; why?

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