Feelings, Thoughts and Music

Posted: July 10, 2012 in complexity, Emotions, evaluation, Life, Love, Randoms, Weirdness
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There is a thought growing in my head. Wilder and wilder. I cannot tame, I cannot domesticate. I cannot suppress to fall within the meaningless margins of logic. There are feelings that bounce with every heart beat. Contradictory and controversial. I cannot tone down, I cannot keep inside for too long. I cannot  incorporate into the barracks of sense. There is music, playing at the back of my head. Shuffling, with the shuffling of my thoughts and feelings. I cannot pause, I cannot mute. I can only keep it playing, louder and louder…

I think, therefore I am. I feel, therefore I exist.

What are we without the complexity our thoughts impose? What are we without the turmoil of emotions and unexplained feelings we behold? Both are interlinked, our thoughts and feelings. Both collide. Both bounce in ourselves making our existence worth living.

Every thought counts. No matter how trivial, no matter how abstract and incoherent it might be. It counts. And it makes sense it doesn’t make sense! I train my mind to make use of the world revolving around me, to take everything into consideration. Not recklessly shoving them into a useless chain of over-thinking, but rather stalk them into productive thoughts; into creativity.

The more I involve myself with the life presenting itself before me, the more attached I become. Not to “Life as a solid term” but to the  people, to things, and to abstracts… To the bonds… The more I establish the edges of my emotions, the more everything I come across triggers a feeling in me. Sometimes I can pinpoint the surge in me, sometimes I can’t. And I don’t care, because I know as long as my heart pumps these hieroglyphs of feelings into me, I know I am alive.

No one has the right to blame me for something, anything, I felt. My feelings are sacred. Precious pulses of existence. No one has the right to cease my thinking; not one thought!  They are the only sense I behold.

Cherish your thoughts and feelings. They are what is keeping you alive.
Sing a melody, and let them be. Sing a melody, and let yourself be.

My life swings away, with feelings, thoughts and music.

  1. meezletoe says:

    Reblogged this on Easily Distracted and commented:
    “Not recklessly shoving them into a useless chain of over-thinking, but rather stalk them into productive thoughts; into creativity.”
    Often what traps me. Trying to force it instead of following it….especially when I am in the moment….and then I need a pen….and everyone around me becomes frustrated. I ask to borrow their brains xD Partly hold this thought, but more like, assist me as I think out loud, follow me into my mind, but of course, they can’t manage that. I love all this though. This entire post is love poetry and lucid perfection. This is a complete thought because it is life and can’t hold the fullness of it’s definition. It’s like it’s own universe. And I completely agree and simultaneously question what it voices. And I’m in love with it and, initially speaking in description but now speaking literally, want to put it on the wall of my mind palace, haha, now that I know such a thing is actually a thing and have created one for myself. I am having trouble….or well…it’s supposed to be a memory cue thing right….Okay, getting off-topic now….

  2. Rana says:

    Hahaha. Sometimes even borrowing their brains is still not quite good enough really 😛
    I’m glad you like it 😀

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